Shut down...

I wrote a really long blog titled "Waiting".  It was all about my mom and how strange it is waiting for her to die.  I was almost done, one sentence to go and my computer just shut off.  I was mad, then I thought "how funny the way God works".  For some reason, God didn't want that blog to be posted.  And so now it won't.  And this is all your gonna get tonight.  I'm sad, I'm stressed, I'm frusterated.  But most of all I'm just trying to stay strong enough to get through each day with a smile.